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Ambii [she/her, they/them]

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in my feelings

Re-watched I saw the tv glow 2 weeks ago with my girlfriend and it fucking destroyed me the second time around. Really took me by surprise because I didn’t even tear up the first watch.

Same week I started sobbing from the pain during my laser session, like I was a total mess. I absolutely could not stop it from happening and It’s not something that ever happened to me pre transition.

Today I connected just a little too hard with a song and started crying on my drive home.

E has turned me into a crybaby and I fucking love it. I love crying. Why? No clue, maybe it’s because it’s a sign that my emotions are actually available to me now.


Ya girl also started stimulants last week and today I doubled my dosage from 5mg to 10mg and I feel so so so emotionally energized.

2024 Pt.2 is looking up for me.

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Good riddance, thank you king *bows politely* it’s almost like those fucking tankie fucks don’t understand they’re in a horseshoe theory echo chamber. Now that we’ve defederated we can keep echo chamber thought away from us.

If those commie cum worshiping bastards understood that when my grandparents got chased out of cuba by those red fash, it’d almost be like i could be rich right now because of my grandparent’s farms that got taken over by castro.

I’m so exhausted by interacting with those ‘people’ over the internet, that’s why i’m voting trump so they get what’s cumming to them.

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It’s not my fault she’s literally me (latina, trans, bisexual, stupid)

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I’m kinda like if a trans girl and a trans girl had a baby

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I got suspended from ow2 for being toxic

I don’t say any slurs so it was probably saying fuck too many times in a pointed manner. (I probably deserved it, i ain’t gonna lie)

Though part of me thinks I was already being mass reported because i’ve been playing a lot of sombra this season and also i rock the trans name card.

Guess i’ll see if support deigns to tell me what no-no words I said this time (last time they threatened to ban me if I kept asking) (I never found out what I said)

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banned users need to put a report on at least one feminist theory book in their appeal to be unbanned

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started eating instant noodles that had a rip in the paper top (but the plastic wrap was intact)

thought about botulism and now i’m not hungry anymore

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kinda weird to think about wanting to internalize some of the positive feminine connotations, roles, and traditions within said culture because i never had the chance to as a kid.

I also never really internalized any of the masculine ones either so there’s that i guess

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I got a new backpack yesterday and my girlfriend immediately said it was queer coded.

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My overwatch 14 day suspension is up in 4 days and I finally got a response to my “what did i even say” ticket

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A Game Master resolved your ticket, and left the following response:

Greetings.

The penalty notification email includes all information that will be shared. Customer support cannot provide additional details of any kind.


okay cool thanks very cool super cool

Guess I can’t say frick anymore

I’ll just continue to get called a pedo for picking sombra and praying the mods ever actually do anything ig

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