DerEwigeAtheist [she/her, comrade/them]
Dysphoria and shitty flatmates
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This evening is a queer meet-up, but I am feeling dysphoric, don’t know if I’ll go. I know self isolation is bad, maybe I’ll feel different after the shower and a second shave.
Also I am so happy I’ll leave my flatmate behind in a week, she yesterday implied that my lack of attachment to this shitty flat is, cause of my “male socialisation”, or what she actually said: cause I am “mannish”. She had an almost nervous breakdown over an electric kettle once, in comparison to that, I am the buddah.
My mother is finally gendering me correctly, she has been really supportive(even if she is really gnc, so she doesn’t really get feminity I think), but that was something she had her problems with
I remember it being a really big deal when we got a thousand comments back in June(a month ago). Now that is just tuesday
There’s all the chapters here, also had problems back then.
People here just have a better understanding of “things”, even withoit explicitly reading queer theory. The transphobic/transmisogynistic discussions don’t happen, cause people here understand how inane and stupid they are.
Like the fucking egg discourse, everyone here would laugh those clowns out of town, and not give them the time of day. noone here cares for the plight of the femboy, and rightly so. It’s obvious wrecker shit.
