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nathanfieldertulpa [she/her, it/its]

nathanfieldertulpa@hexbear.net
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i just stayed calm and didn’t shake during my injection for the first time!! i used to have major needle anxiety so the fact that ive gotten over it over the last year (i have another med that i need to inject) feels huge for me and its cool lil side effect of me having a better handle on my emotions now

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some sad feelings around motherhood, rambling

ive been doing trauma release exercises and meditation recently and theyve brought up so much shit that ive been repressing. like i think i finally unlocked lesbian yearning and holy fuck i can barely handle it!! ive never felt this full body loneliness before, its almost incapacitating. and ive also started to grieve the fact that i’ll never be a mother unless a lot of shit (physical health, finances, mental health) gets magically better over the next few years and it just sucks. it sucks a lot lol


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yes. those rocks belong to outdoor cats

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trying to pass as a cis woman online by putting she/her/hers in my bio instead of just she/her

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came out to a friend yesterday and kissinger croaked shortly afterwards

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“the boy bihet -> theymab -> trans dyke pipeline”

and here i was thinking i was unique

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ive even seen other leftists (and not just the stupidpol/red scare types) use the r slur. like, i know you know how bad that word is, why the fuck are you still saying it

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do yall think that biden will get trump confused with reagan when he makes a comment about this

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