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I feel you. I’ve had struggled with worrying a lot, too. Biggest insight for me was that worries are first of all just fantasies about the future. Start asking yourself more often: “what if everything goes well?” Instead of “what if everything goes wrong?”. Realize, in the realm of fantasies those two questions are equals. Your mom said that she thinks the engine sounded funny. And that’s it for all we know. Maybe she even just misheard. Also, start tackling real problems that may arise step by step. Stringing along worries before they have even arrived is of course paralyzing because fantasies are endless. You often will realize that all those “follow up” problems you fantasized about will never arise because you are very well capable of solving the real problems right away. Friends and family will love to help you if you ask.
I had this too, then reloaded because I seriously couldn’t take it anymore. It was somewhat “better” then. Just the occasional yelling.
Did you draw that? It’s awesome!
Was mich daran Wahnsinnig macht, ist dass wenn die Teile mal durch Bodenunebenheiten oder so auf und ab wippen, ich die dauernd mit Rettungs- oder Einsatzwagen verwechsel (also wenn die hinter einem fahren), weil das Licht im geänderten Winkel dann blau wirkt.
I mean, there literally are complex websites created just to help people find and filter for streaming services that serve a movie or a series under what conditions or prices and the results are so fragmented and unsatisfying. Hell, so often a simple classic movie is on none of the streaming services or just on one on which you even then have to pay even if you are paying for a subscription (looking at you, Prime). So what the f, how should I happily decide for a subscription if the next day I have to yet pay for another one just because a effin movie is on another platform? Streaming has become a damn chore.