Well in case this isn’t a joke going over my head, you probably have more to live for than you realize :)
Unfortunately it’s not a joke. You’re probably right but it doesn’t feel like it today.
My last attempt was about 10 years ago. It started to dramatically improve about a year later, then another year saw more improvement, and so on. Eventually I got on the right antidepressant and honestly my life is pretty freaking good now. Hell, I’m about to be a dad.
You could not have convinced me it would get better a decade ago.
Dumb luck saved me. Please don’t be like me back then.
I’m not sure what to do, really. It would be great if things did start improving.