There’s no freedom in having to do something but you’re also not free to choose your wants.
Maybe it’s better to just live and let life happen instead of thinking about what could’ve been. What ever happened is the only thing that could’ve happened.
I feel free choosing my wants. There’s freedom in what you want and whether you’ll do them.
Feeling you can and actually being able to do so are different thing.
I’m not saying your tastes can’t change; I didn’t use to like the taste of coffee but now I do. I however didn’t choose to start liking it. My taste simply evolved over time. Now I couldn’t choose to not like it.
What do you feel like you have the ability to change your preference about then?