You reply in the comments, and i try to guess your age based on a short conversation we have. That’s it!
Well, I am a bit of a shy person. So approaching people is kinda hard. My romantic relationships were - most of the times - a consequence of hanging out together and both of us sort of approaching towards it.
I understood the value of having deep friendships and open conversations with people (and family) a bit later in my life. So that’s something that I’m also striving towards. As a kind, I didn’t really trust other school friends and couldn’t develop meaningful friendships. So I mostly spent my time alone indoors, reading and other stuff