distractions. its harder if its melancholy, cause distraction itself is hard to even start.

you just acknowledge it, that’s part of life.

Naalala ko yung isang scene sa last episode ng Midnight Gospel.

“There’s no way to stop the heartbreak. What do you do about that?” “You cry.”

Loud music, computer games, lemmy, sleeping, mobile games, and having a minimal amount of conversation at work, also eating

Writing sa personal blog ko pag di na talaga kaya (last resort), playing mah fave games (go-to), maglalaba or maggrocery, and watching music videos ng sad songs (sounds counterproductive I know). For the latter, ewan, parang nakacancel out niya na for me yung feeling, kasi madalas napupunta na lang ako sa point na natatawa na lang ako sa effort ko at sa mga kantang mga pinagsesearch ko. Hehe

Sleep

Going out, seeking to meet old friends, or actively on dating apps.

Put yourself out there. People aren’t going to find you while you’re in your room

Being comfortable with it.

Not ignoring it, nor deluding myself that I am not, nor wallowing in it, but just letting it be. At some point, it felt as natural as breathing, and that being with people feels suffocating.