So i still have depression and im constantly bored, i feel like a loser who cant do anything right. I want to let my creativeness out, make something i can share with the world or family, but im probably dreaming too big. I cant stand being depressed and bored, it stinks, everyone tells me to work out but i lack the motivation to do so.
i usually just watch youtube all day while complaining to family members that have no idea what to do about me.
What are your interests? Did you do anything before being depressed? Those are good places to start.
In terms of letting creativity out, I do watercolor painting, song writing, singing and producing. There’s a lot of different ways to make art that are cheap/free and you can do from home whenever you have the energy.