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Short Story: After a long edging session, Iâve decided itâs time to let my sub have an orgasm. First, because I think he earned it. Second, itâs important he keeps hoping it can happen anytime, so heâs always on his toes and best behavior đ€
Long Story: The best thing about having no release schedule is, that I can change my mind on a whim, or not let him know whatâs going to happen even when we are starting the session. Of course, he tries to pry, sometimes beg if I let him cum, but not too often. Not that he doesnât want to, but he learned that when he does I am more likely not letting him have it. Why? Simple, because I donât want him to think that his pleading works. đ He cums when I feel like letting him cum. Usually, I like to make it a little surprise, begging wonât do him a good service and he quite accepted that. Though I still think itâs hot, he would love to ask me, but knows that his chances are best when he keeps it shut. Itâs one of those smaller things, that makes me feel so much in power. Like, of course, I am in power, I hold a key to his penis, but watching his inner struggle about asking if he could cum is just fucking sexy. đ I think a lot of girls would relate to that. Because itâs not that he fears me, but itâs the respect of knowing that I could very much decide his fate. And that does it for me very much. Itâs those small details that make it ânot a gameâ anymore.
Itâs been a while, so I kinda wanted to let him have it. I was melting his brain for long enough and he was behaving as I hoped he would. But I didnât tell him a word about what he can expect. I like keeping him on his toes, so he donât know if I am going to tease him and lock him leaking precum like a faucet or ruin him or actually let him cum for real đ
I first wanted to edge him. And it didnât take long. I oiled my hands and watched him approach the next one. And I then let go again and watched him fuck the air đ€. I was toying with the idea of grabbing the cage just to see the look on his face. Maybe another time. I instead went for another edge, playing with him mostly with one finger. And then another⊠and another. đ„”. Eventually, I told him, that can cum if he manages it. He wasnât sure what I meant by that. Later he told me he was pretty certain I would let go and just ruin him over myself. I loosened up my grip and let him fuck the hand, so he could barely feel anything. But when the moment came and I felt him harden to the point of no return I was already decided to blow more than his mind. I just went through with a full orgasm. I admit, it was mostly thumb rubbing on the frenulum rather than a full handjob, but he canât have everything all at once. His mind could not handle it đAnyway, he was a good boy and I teased him quite hard lately, so I think some reward was in order. He donât get too much of full orgasms, so he was very appreciative of it đ€(he better be) I think the load and the intensity of the orgasm was worth the wait đ
Thank you for posting here. Love seeing the re-lock, just wish I could hear you both when that lock clicks⊠đ„