Your explicit words have not demonstrated you don’t believe x. Your explicit words express a view very, very close to x. A view that seems, to me, carefully presented.
I didn’t say anything about how reality works. If there’s something I said that violates fundamental laws of physics, please, explain, instead of simply asserting I did so.
Or, better yet, let’s get back on topic.
There is no topic. You claimed I said a thing. I said no. You said “yeah but you were thinking it”. I said no. You said “I reject your reality”. So here we are. Nothing further to discuss, except perhaps how ridiculous your approach to dealing with the world is.