Yes, let’s keep growing our group here! We’ve been getting new faces/bodies in the OC communities, and I’d like to hear from them here, too :-)
Nothing fun, Covid is a bitch 🤒
I reached out to an old acquaintance who liked dick pics. I told her that I had lost a lot of weight and gained some length and that it was looking majestic. She asked for a picture. We have a reservation at a nice local hotel on Wednesday. She said yesterday that we had never touched. There will be touching.
It went well. She had thought for years that I didn’t like her because I never talked to her or touched her. I never talked to her because she was pretty and I am an Aspie and was shy and awkward. I told her that I thought it would be fun if the first time I ever touched her was a kiss
I met her in the lobby of the hotel, we took the elevator up to the floor and walked to the room, I opened the door and we stepped in. She took her coat and scarf off then stood facing me and said, “What now?” I leaned forward and kissed her then backed away. She said, “That’s not enough”, and stepped forward to hug me and really kiss me.
We talked a lot, we played and joked and snuggled. I’m almost 60 and I was tired and excited and nervous so my cock was a little uncooperative. She was very understanding. We had sex in starts and stops. I went down on her and she said, “WOW! You’re really good at that!” She sucked me and we fucked in various positions over the course of four hours. In the end I came inside her and she said, “Woah, we just had unprotected sex.” I said, “Yes, but I’m fixed and we’re both squeeky clean.” She said, “I know. I’m through menopause so I’m done. That was just the first time for me in a very long time.” I apologized for cumming inside her without asking and said that I realized that we hadn’t discussed it. She laughed and said it was fine with her, that she had wanted me to.
In the end I told her that I had had fun and would like to do it on a semi-regular basis. She laughed and asked me what, “semi-regular” meant. I told her that it meant whenever we could find time to get together. She said, “Let’s just see how things go” and I said, “Ok”.
When she got home she sent me a message saying, “Let’s do that again, ok?”
I went to a BDSM group at a bar for an hour on Friday evening (not quite a munch). Then I went home.
Nice! Was it your first time? What was the group like? What did you talk about?
It was my first time at that particular group, though I recognized one “daddy dom” (bearded stoner, not my type) from the munch I went to the previous weekend. He and his wife organized it, and folks talked about tame things because we had no privacy next to the pool tables. I had to take the last bus home just an hour in, so I missed out on whatever they ended up doing.
Oh interesting it was a public setting. I guess the goal is just to socialize with light conversation and then…?
Nothing so far and for the past few weeks. Wife is never in the mood, and I havent had time to even do anything myself due to work being busy and weekends being busy too. Literally going to bed constantly hard and throbbing then waking up and still being hard and throbbing.
But! I will have some alone time for myself in the coming days which as you can guess i am extremely excited for.
Aww I’m sorry. I hope things improve. What do you plan for your alone time? 🙂
Thanks! Umm well, catching up on alot of masturbation hahah wont be stopping until im totally empty for that day
Thinking about and playing with ways of writing a LLM roleplaying story that prompts the user to choose between sending interstellar colony ships with 3k people or convincing them to send a colony ship with only 325 genetically selected humans on a 10 year contract to get the population past 3k. Then forcing them to discover the social and moral implications as they discover you can’t form relationships but must coexist in close confines with an AGI telling you who you must partner with for 10 years. I don’t know if I can warp it to mostly interesting philosophical with a bit of fun. It’s mostly fun but forgotten philosophy.
Interesting. Do you plan to ship the LLM with the game or dial up a remote server? Presumably you know how to make the model talk dirty?
Just doing stuff with offline open source LLMs. Oobabooga Textgen WebUI, KoboldCpp, Python scripts for a model loader (tokenizer), models from huggingface.co. There are plenty of NSFW models, but you need to run the larger ones for complex fun. I use either a 70B or a 8×7B model, but you’ll need enthusiast level hardware for those like i7 12th gen or greater, and 16GB+ GPU. You’ll also need 64GB+ of system memory. There are smaller models that run on lower specs but they tend go really struggle with complexity and highly constrained stories like this.
Interesting. I managed to run a llama model on the cpu of 3 different machines. It did ok, but it had 10% of the complexity of what you’re talking about. I don’t have enough faith in Moore’s Law that we’ll all have machines that can run your game, nor internet bandwidth to download it, any time soon. Best bet would be physical media and dedicated hardware like ps5, but then players would expect something more than text. If you wanted to share this with the world, I suppose you would host a web UI somewhere.