“Had to be me. Someone else might have gotten it wrong.” -Mordin Solus, Mass Effect
At the end of Undertale, there’s a mirror you can interact with, and the response is “Despite everything, it’s still you.” I don’t know why that’s stuck with me, but it has.
For me, it was definitely when Kratos is speaking to Mimir to warn Mimir about seeking vengeance. Mimir snaps at him, saying of all people, you’re one to talk! And Kratos replies:
“I am an authority on the subject. You would do well to listen."
Honestly, this interaction impacted my perception of people and when they have insight that is counter to their behavior.
“Wow, we sure crossed the Spec Ops: The Line.”
I didn’t like how this game delivered its message.
“Gee, you sure are in a pickle. Maybe use some of that white phosphorus over there!”
Nah I’m good.
“Hmm sure are lots of enemies though. Should probably use some of that white phosphorus!”
Are the enemies just going to keep spawning until I do?
“…yes”
Alright, fine. I’ll use the white phosphorus.
“USING WHITE PHOSPHORUS IS A WAR CRIME! YOURE A WAR CRIMINAL! DO YOU FEEL LIKE A HERO??”
Bruh…
At that point in the game you do have a choice: to do the unthinkable and survive or just to just be shot and die. I’m pretty sure the actual message is that to just die is the choice you wouldn’t consider, just like quitting the game afterwards and uninstalling. It’s kind of ridiculous, and I think that’s the point.
That’s kind of the point. Most other war games don’t give you a choice either, but we find that acceptable because they reward us. Of course, this isn’t how war actually is, but we tend not to criticize that despite how a lot of these games are blatant propaganda. Spec Ops turns that around and actually makes you face the consequences of your actions. It even points out the excuse of the lack of choice.
It’s essentially a reflection of how Walker feels in that situation. You’re pretty much supposed to feel like you didn’t have a choice because at the same time that’s how Walker felt.
Even though Walker did have a choice at the very beginning. He was supposed to scout the area out and return with his findings, he was never supposed to go deeper into Dubai like he did. But at every step he convinced himself that he had no choice but to do so. Culminating in the white phosphorus event.
“Had to be me. Someone else might have gotten it wrong.” - Mordin Solus
After so many play throughs, I finally did a renegade run recently, was not prepared for that scene playing the asshole.
spoiler
A renegade player can convince Mordin that the Genophage Cure isn’t worth it, and he’ll be cool with it and you’ll get both Salarian Aide and Wreave’s Krogan help. I write that as I couldn’t live with my decision on a renegade run.
I had no idea, and was not able to do this. I ended up doing something absolutely terrible instead.
