So i still have depression and im constantly bored, i feel like a loser who cant do anything right. I want to let my creativeness out, make something i can share with the world or family, but im probably dreaming too big. I cant stand being depressed and bored, it stinks, everyone tells me to work out but i lack the motivation to do so.
i usually just watch youtube all day while complaining to family members that have no idea what to do about me.
but im probably dreaming too big
No you’re not. You underestimate yourself. There is not “too big” when it comes to having a hobby. You don’t need to prove anything, just do something you enjoy and that makes you feel good about yourself. The difficult part is getting out of the house, not the actual activity. I won’t recommend anything specific here because lots of people in this thread have already, and also the activity does not really matter, only that you do something that engages you.
My hobbies change with the seasons. Woodworking, tinkering with electronics, amd gaming in the colder months. Biking in the summer months. Anything that requires your undivided attention helps forget about depression.
Try martial arts.
Exercise gives you endorphins. Endorphins make you happy.
I say martial arts because it sounds like you’re having trouble being self-directed and finding motivation. I also have trouble being self-directed. I don’t go to the gym because I get there and I’m overwhelmed by the options and don’t know how to use the machines and get really self-conscious about everything. I don’t like outside sports because I live where it’s hot. Martial arts classes are set up to teach you in structured lessons, with instructors to plan what you’re gonna do and keep you motivated.
Plus, you get to hit stuff.
Just going to echo the downright critical importance of physical activity. I know you said you want to do something creative that you can share, @QuietStorm, but you’ll just be spinning your wheels if your mind and body (sorry for the woo talk) aren’t in a good place for being creative.
Even just one hour of creative work, where you’re firing on all cylinders, can be really rewarding. But it can take a lot of work beforehand to get that one good hour.
Good luck!
PS What kind of creative stuff are you interested in?
PPS please disregard this question if you’ve answered it elsewhere - I haven’t finished reading the rest of this thread.
Ride a bike. You get exercise, sunlight, cheap transportation, thrills/adventure, and good feelings, it’s a win win
And if possible, find a local social bicycling group near you. Adds even more benefits when you are riding with a group
Rollerskating. I started rollerskating last year. Not only is it fun… But it’s also great cardio. I was overweight and lost 50 pounds. I don’t snore anymore. I don’t have high blood pressure anymore. And it’s stimulating mentally every time you learn a new move. Not to mention you meet some great people with cool vibes.
