Thanks everyone for the support yesterday. Despite feeling it was impossible I called in sick today and have spent the day sleeping (proper sleep not depression hiding I think) and on the couch listening to gentle music and journalling. Cleaned the kitchen. Havenβt eaten much but itβs good food. Drinking lots of water. About to go wash my hair.
My brain is exponentially calmer now. I wouldnβt say I am looking forward to work tomorrow but itβs not making me cry. I needed to justβ¦stop.
Hopefully this is the circuit breaker I needed π€
Tomorrow - early start, good food at regular times, decent bedtime.
Hot chips might not be the healthiest way to deal with oneβs problems and crying all afternoonβ¦ but they are A Way. Hooray for the air fryer. Helping me eat something rather than nothing
Ugh it feels like Friday 13th got here 3 days late. Bad medical appointment this morning, bad news at work, bad news on a couple of other fronts as well. Today can just fk off, I want my money back.
Anyone wanna scream into the void with me?! takes a deep breath
Volume warning πποΈ
Got a child sick with Covid at home. The RAT test was pretty quick and the line is very very strong.
Itβs lempsip and rest time.
Mrs sent ours to care, but Iβm pretty convinced heβll be sent back home shortly. Snot pouring outta him and just in general sulky. Got a sore throat too so sounds like its going around.