Juvyn00b
Do a little at a time. For example, clean off one countertop. Don’t even look at the others - just do the one in front of you. Before long it’ll be done, and you might have the energy to take on just one more.
I’m on the other side of that because my friends don’t put in the time investment into the relationship. So I’m currently without any direct “close” friends.
It could be said that I’m doing three same thing by not investing time - and you’d be right. I found myself always scheduling get togethers and such, but when I stopped reaching out (it was exhausting) I didn’t hear a peep.
Kinda done with people overall. I do have a good family framework, so I’m not totally in the dark-but I do miss closet relationships outside of that.
The ebbs and flows of life continue. I guarantee you it’s a lot of fun if you stick it out.
Are there depressing times ahead? Sure. Wouldn’t give them up for the world.
If you haven’t guessed, I’m a good bit older than 19.