That is a beautiful but tragic story. I’m in a similar situation, ADHD/autism - got diagnosed way too late literally after high school and after trying desperately to begin college and struggling ridiculously hard. I am basically 30 now I struggle with the same things you mentioned. “People permanence” is a problem for me too. I struggle with socializing and relationships too in so many ways I can’t possibly keep up. I often feel very lonely no matter who is there talking with me.

Waiting to hear back from Makertube, I left three Google Drive links in the OP post for anyone that cares to watch them lol

I am heterosexual but I fucking love Mike Judge

Only if they’re pink handcuffs

A side as opposed to either side is how it should be. But don’t take my word for it, George Washington allegedly warned us of the potential perils of a two-party system on his deathbed but I’m unsure if that is common myth or actually true

Yeah I heard Australia has some issues with gaps between pine trees, a certain boyboy told me ;)

Oh yeah I tried to schedule an intake appointment with an allergist in early March and their earliest available was mid July lol

Edit: Grammar again lol

One brick and mortar chain I found near me is Binson’s but like the other poster mentioned you might get a better deal on Amazon or online elsewhere too

I had a stupid manager once that tried to argue with me about this. I don’t even remember her stupid name and I’m still mad at her lol! This was like 5-8 years ago

My response to what you wrote in your parentheses: I know exactly how you feel man.