Tunawithshoes
How else am I supposed to drink from my soda while not stop playing?
Why is night crack so amazing?
If I could use it any other time of day my life would be so much better.
Instead I hark along the day being mediocre hoping to find a time when I don’t need to sleep.
While I see the world with same problematic lenses I draw a different conclusion.
If nothing matters why not remove buts from life!
Travel the world. Eat things that are not healthy. Take a simple job because no point chasing the future. Help out other people. Test all the hobbies you want but afraid of.
The world is fucked but it doesn’t mean your life have to be fucked.
I actually could see myself get an iPad now.
Sometimes I travel light and just bring my steam deck as a laptop. But for certain tasks and local multiplayer player games the screen is to small especially with it being a controller.
Then prop up an ipad and suddenly I have a 10 inch(I don’t know the size) screen.
I think you need to evaluate why you play video games. Because I didn’t experience the same.
I play to enjoy my time. I spent last four days playing battle bits running around playing medic. I tried to see if I could outrun the snipers by playing sonic music.
Before that I spent god of war on easy to enjoy story. Then the quit and watch on YouTube in case you was hidden cutscenes for completing more of the game.
I am on my way home to enjoy oxenfree or nightshift because of storytelling.
That reason I am angry so often is because I have anxiety.
Now this may be because I am oldish. But I grew up in world where anxiety and depression. all those things luckily existed but where associated with sadness or apathy.
So a lot of situations where I got anxiety, for example to be late or risk of asking stupid question I became really angry.
Making it extremely hard for people to deal with me because of the association was not something that was naturally occurring for people.
So last year I found an article about it and it honestly changed my life. I still get angry but now I can actually try healthy coping mechanisms instead of fighting anything.