This post has also confirmed that I, also, am not crazy. I knew its was changing randomly!

we would need more info. There are so many possible factors

Loved Way of the Samurai growing up. Game felt huge as a kid!

Militarie Gun & Koyo are killing it. I would like to add Fleshwater’s We’re Not Here to Be Loved.

looks nice

This has been beaten to the ground.

Is that Morrowind in the Oblivion engine or visa versa

free the slaves subplot

the Twin Lamps.

OpenMW is fantastic and I think should be default for new comers

This is a reminder to try Morrowind again. OpenMW. Fatigue is king - determines success of everything. Always have fatigue regen potions. Make sure its full or near full before combat, casting a spell, bartering, etc. Don’t be afraid to run away from enemy, rest and then fight them again. or just practice on mudcraps until your weapon skill is decent If fatigue is still hindering you from playing the game then add a mod or two that overhauls combat like fatigue regen and always hit