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Ja, ergibt definitiv Sinn, wenn es zeitlich passt. Es ist auch absolut üblich, bei mehreren Therapeuten in die Sprechstunde zu gehen. Es gibt ja nicht nur verschiedene Therapeutenpersönlichkeiten, sondern auch verschiedene Therapieverfahren (z.B. kognitive Verhaltenstherapie und Tiefenpsychologische Psychotherapie, unter anderen), die mehr oder weniger gut zur eigenen Persönlichkeit und zum eigenen Problem passen.
Gerade in der Sprechstunde geht es ja erstmal hauptsächlich darum, dass du dich vorstellst und schilderst, worum es geht, und der Therapeut sich und sein Verfahren vorstellt, und ihr guckt, ob das zusammenpassen könnte. Alles noch relativ unverbindlich. Und auch danach würde es (wenn ein Therapieplatz frei ist) erstmal mit den sog. “probatorischen Stunden” weiter gehen, wo nochmal genauer geschaut wird, was das Problem ist, wie es sich äußert, sich deine Biographie angeguckt wird - alles Informationen, mit denen der Therapeut dann die weitere Therapie planen kann. Parallel wird da auch die Beziehung zum Therapeuten weiter aufgebaut und gefestigt, man lernt sich halt besser kennen. Und erst danach kommt dann die “eigentliche” Psychotherapie, wo’s dann an die Arbeit geht, und für die der Antrag an die Krankenkasse gestellt werden muss.
Einziges Caveat: wenn es für dich sehr belastend sein sollte, deine Problemlage anderen Menschen zu schildern, oder auch generell mit neuen Menschen zu sprechen, kann es natürlich passieren, dass du nach dem ersten Termin eigentlich schon durch bist, und dir der zweite kurze Zeit später zu viel werden könnte. Das weißt du aber am besten selber!
I have received the result of my ADHD diagnostics, and did not receive the diagnosis for various reasons. Those reasons are valid when viewed through the lense of a diagnostician and I understand why the decision is being made that way. But I still do have many of the symptoms and problems in every day life, which fit the bill (also according to the diagnostics, but that’s not enough), and the alternative explanation they offered is basically ineffable due to lack of research, and in practice this just means that I will not have access to med treatment, even though they might still be helpful. In truth, I think I’m mostly disappointed that I cannot benefit from the well-established treatment protocol for ADHD, and don’t know how hopeful I can now be to get a handle on my life at any point in the future.
I don’t stand alone in this, my therapist is still going to give me a cognitive-behavioural training designed to help with executive function deficits. And I have already learned, that I’m allowed to stay 'round here even without the label. :)
But together with some other stressful stuff happening, I’m not doing so well, I think.
Hey, I’ve read your words, and I feel for you.
It seems like you’re caught in an impossible situation - having to work to keep insurance, and not being able to reduce workload without jeopardizing that, worsening the burnout either way. I’m sorry it’s so hard right now.
I would share my own burnout and recovery experience with you to maybe help, but the “getting better” I was able to achieve so far is entirely due to a looong paid medical leave (about 1 year), a 6-week low-intensity in-patient program and the space for transformation that gave me, and I don’t think I could’ve done it this way while continuing to work or support a family. I don’t say that to put salt in your wound, I just want to express that getting better is basically like getting another job - it requires ressources and time and energy. If you absolutely cannot take a break, then please be gentle with yourself if it takes you a lot longer than this to get better. Also, for full disclosure, while I’m now back to normal, my “normal” actually entails being chronically low-level depressed and not being able to consistently function in many ways considered normal for an adult (hence my being on this sub), so it would feel a bit phony to pretend to have the answer.
However, I have one recommendation that might be helpful. I’m not sure if you have the capacity for it, but I really benefitted from the book “Burnout” by Emily and Amelia Nagoski ([https://www.burnoutbook.net/](their website)). It’s not a cure-all and not ADHD-specific, but it is a great guide to explain how stress works and how to really cope with it, especially on a physical level. It’s great for perspective and concrete exercises, and a pretty good read.
I sincerely wish you some peace and room to breathe, somehow!
This might sound counter-intuitive but - tell your therapist exactly this.
That you don’t feel heard (ideally, why that is), how you feel about her stance on medication, that you’re tired of therapy and don’t know how to benefit of it right now (maybe coupled with what beneficial would look like to you) and whatever else is in your head in regards to this session.
This may seem confrontational, but it really isn’t (or doesn’t have to be). It is providing crucial information to a professional about where your head is at in regards to the therapeutic process the both of you (ostensibly) want to start together. It will help her understand where you’re coming from and maybe her reaction will help you get a better feel for if you are indeed a good fit, or not.
I wish you good luck!