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Parang mas nagiging scaredy cat ako over time. I’ve been reading The Exorcist (novel) and I find that I don’t want to continue reading it if: one, I know I’m alone at work and it’s midnight and two, I’m in the middle of reading a scary, eventful scene tapos inaantok na ako.
The thing is kailangan ko talaga tapusin yung scene otherwise feeling ko mapapaginipan ko yung very eventful scene because I’ll be wondering about how a certain chapter ended. Do I want to dream about possessed Reagan doing terrible things to herself? Nah. The last thing I wanna read about it how our Jesuit priest is preparing a lecture or having a normal conversation with another priest.
The same goes for horror movies 😔 ba’t kaya ganun na ako? Hindi naman ako sobrang takot, basta alam kong may human presence within the area I feel assured. I think this started nung talagang puro night shift na ako lol. I don’t feel so brave anymore 😆
Pupunta kami sa cafe na gusto ko mamaya. I like their cookies 🤤 and I can’t deny anymore na may pagka sweet tooth ako.
If my birthday wish for the next 10 years is good governance sa Pilipinas, magkaka-progress kaya? 15 years? Longer? Basta buhay pa ako. Nakaka ano lang talaga yung balita these days. It’s not really getting any better.
Ano ngayon kung taga-big 4, big 3 siya? May masteral, may doctoral, etc? Wala eh. Yes man pa din by the end of the day.
At least na-enjoy ko yung mini-class ko. Nakikinig talaga ako and my mind does not wander off 😆 I even ask questions like an engaged student. I think ready na ako mag-enroll next year. I need to find new work first, tho.
Nakakalungkot yung budget cuts sa mga schools. So much for education.
Ang kulit nung pusa namin sa work, tinatalunan talaga ako kapag dumadaan. Minsan magugulat na lang ako may biglang nag projectile papunta sa paa ko, minsan padaan pa lang ako kita ko na naka-position na siya sa gilid, ready to pounce on me. thoughts: shet, ako ba tatalunan nito? Ay ako nga.
Hinahabol ko ba siya after niya ako talunan? Minsan oo 🙈 ang kulit-kulit. Makulit rin ako jk.
Kaya ko na din buhatin yung 5 gal of water para palitan yung tubig sa work without feeling like I’m going to hurt myself or something 😁
Heck yes, I feel pretty awesome. Wala rin spillage during the transfer, call me smooth 😌 No need to call a man to do the heavy lifting anymore chz
I do need to keep working out tho. I may not have pulled or hurt anything but I can do better. Gotta love strength training.
I tried online palengke tapos na-amaze lang ako at mas sulit siya compared to me going to the supermarket or yung malapit samin. Quality pa yung mga gulay. Hindi na ako magpapakapagod 😭
I had it delivered at work, testing lang. Dun ko na niluluto since nakikitulog naman rin ako due to long hours sometimes. Mamaya mag-gym pa ako galing work tapos babalik dun na din maliligo. Grabe dorm yan 😅
Ang hassle kasi magkarga ng how many days worth of baon at work, edi diretso ko na. Kahit rice cooker lang pangluto keri na yan. Mas dumali ang buhay ko.
Isang floor ng ref sakop ko, puro tupperwares w/ food or sauces o produce pati natira kong kape. Medyo nahihiya nako kasi ang dami. Halatang ayaw magutom at ayaw bumili sa labas dahil extra gastos lang lol. Isang floor lang naman, madaming floors yung ref ok at ako mostly madalas maglagay ng food talaga.
Ayun nga, ang sarap ng orange kamote 🤤
May someone na habang inaasikaso ko pala-ngiti sakin. So naisip ko, ay cute siya kaso kapag nagsalita siya almost conyo with the tone hahaha. After awhile: hmmm cute siya and parang familiar??
Na-handle ko na pala siya dati (it took me a minute to remember). Funny enough naisip ko din na cute siya nung first time nung di ko pa naaalala.
So ayun, imagine if nagka-amnesia ako and then I woke up. I definitely don’t remember the person I like but somehow they just pull me in and make me curious and still think they’re cute. Gusto ko ng ganon 😆
Oh well.
Pagod na ako sa work and it’s starting to show 😮💨
I’m trying to see the brighter side of things, at least nakakapag-ipon ako. 'yun lang naiisip ko, otherwise gusto ko na ng break.
Last night I got a taste of what it’s like na ikaw lang mag-isa all around gumagawa tapos sekyu lang talaga kasama mo lol. The excitement of the night was may nagbook daw ng grab sa work tapos tinatanong kung ako ba yun.
Heck yes I would have loved to be picked up from work to go home. Kaso negative, hindi ako yun at wala ng ibang tao. I would have welcomed ghostly encounters at that point.
Delayed yung sahod namin 🥲 every day I find more reasons to resign
This is actually a first for certain reasons so baka kaya pa intindihin. But if this is gonna be a regular thing obviously we’re going to have a problem. Sawa na rin ako magrant about work, I want more positive things to occupy my thoughts.
I think I may have to pause my having fun phase for now. New priority: job-hunting! Fine. Buti na lang din night shift ako, I can multitask.
This time I’m hoping to go government but if I got no luck there we’re staying private na magandang benefits.
And the rant: tinanong ni coworker bakit hindi na ako natutulog sa usual kong place dati. Well, ever since nakikitulog na yung ibang tao (bc sharing is caring 🤨) ang dumi-dumi na nung usual spot ko.
I do want to go back there! It’s a good ass spot that I claimed first (wow, territorial). Pero kapag binabalikan ko puro na lang linis ginagawa ko hindi na ako maka-pwesto. I might be getting a little dramatic, but they’ve desecrated the place. Ni wala man lang nagtatapon nung shutanginang beer bottles nung uminom sila sa workplace mismo (syempre bawal yun).
Ano, ako pa magliligpit? Basagin ko yan eh. Mag iisa, dalawang linggo na yung mga bote. Nadudugyotan ako, ok? Seriously, I’m gonna need maybe two months before I can calmly throw those away myself.
You want me to sleep next to those beer bottles that irritate the f out of me tapos ang dumi-dumi pa nung space tapos ako lang nagsusumikap maglinis? I’m just gonna get pissed. God, nung ako lang dyan araw-araw ako nagwawalis tapos pinapagpag ko pa yung mga dapat pagpagin. Ang sakit na sa mata nung spot sa totoo lang. And I still clean it kahit di na ako nag-sstay dun (bc I still do general cleaning). Kapag di ko yun dinaanan wala na.
Sharing is caring, my ass. Ok lang ako makipag-share sa mga marunong maglinis. Pero kapag alam kong may pagka-dugyot, maki-parasite ka sa iba. So annoying 😮💨
Ah may isa pa. Ginamit nila yung baunan ko w/o permission tapos ngayon may stain na hindi matanggal tapos may burn marks / flaws na talaga siya. It still works as a food container, but you know. Food container has been violated.
This got too long. I’m just so over it. Just stay away from me and don’t ruin my stuff.
I think nahulog ko yung 500 peso bill during the hustle and bustle. Gusto ko na lang humiga. Kaya talaga ako gumagamit ng wallet/coin purse, stupid pockets are loose and I would not be surprised kung nahagip siya while I was taking out another item from my pocket. It just so happens nagmamadali ako di ko nadala. Haggard na ako, I wouldn’t have paid attention as much too.
Just to console myself, I can earn that back at least. Sayang nga lang. Bibili pa sana ako ng tinapay bc it was a long, long day tapos ayan pa. Hay sayang pera 😭 walang iiyak dahil sa 500 pesos 🙈
May backlogs pa aq, madaling araw pa ako matatapos. At least sahod time na. I am tired. If I had to do another double shift tomorrow, idk if magigising pa ako on time. siiiiiiiiighhhh