monknonoke
I am alive! Ang dami na pa lang nangyayari and I was so, so confused. Dumating na sa barangay ang lato-lato. Ang ingay din pala, akala ko joke-joke lang yung nakikita ko online. I will now try to explore this lemmy world. Hindi talaga ako makatulog at may eyebags na ako and I actually used concealer today, it’s that bad. sigh im mf tired
After continually observing my patterns, it takes me 10-11 straight days of working and studying w/ no rest days before feeling fatigue.
And wow, am I feeling the fatigue 😅 the whole body feels sore akala mo nag undergo ng intense workout the whole period.
Ehem, di ko na uulitin uli. I just wanted to know my limits. Long-term wise I perform better with regular resting days. Sa umpisa lang maganda tignan yung dire-diretso ang productivity pero may cost pa din sa huli. No to burnout!
Gusto ko sana i-try yung newjeans x mcdo meal kaso parang kahit packaging di ko type. Just stamp on a little bunny logo and call it collab ganun. It looks sad compared dun sa bts meal dati is what I’m saying
Mag dunkin donuts promo na lang ako. 2-3pm daw mamaya, noted po
Giving eating takis another chance: blechs the existence of my soul away with one tortilla chip
Hindi ko talaga kaya. The flavor is too extreme for me. If I was force fed takis as some sort of torture method suko na ako agad.
May chance ako mag absent for the next two days without inconveniencing anyone. The thing is inisip ko, ok, ano naman gagawin ko? Ayaw ko naman gumastos ng malaki tapos wala naman rin akong gagawin sa bahay.
At least sa work I can do whatever habang walang ginagawa while earning money at the same time 🤔 plus may aircon and faster internet.
Ah, idk. Baka mag-absent ako just to avoid the traffic kasi may ginagawa na naman sa kalsada tapos tumagal yung byahe ko 😑 it’s really annoying.
Na-delay ang pag-uwi ko dahil biglang bumuhos ang malakas na ulan. Wala ako sa mood makipagsapalaran sa baha kung meron. Hay gusto ko ng hatid-sundo.
Pag tumaas talaga ang sahod ko sa certain range ito na ang lifestyle upgrade ko. I just want to daydream or sleep during commute na hindi iniisip ang mga possible snatcher, holdap, or harassment. I just want to let myself be vulnerable 1/2 jk.
Aghhh how tiring
Ayan, may sakit na ako officially. Buti na lang nagpa check up ako despite my fears. Ni-recommend sakin 1 week bed rest + meds. Hindi ko alam kung ma-ppush yan, but I would welcome bed rest actually lol. Sabi ko na nga iba na yung sakit nung feeling ko kukunin na ako ni lord eh.
Grabe pala yung hilo ko kanina pansin na ng mga tao tapos muntik pa ako mahulog sa hagdanan. So that’s why they kept asking me kung kaya ko pa maglakad. Hindi ko talaga napansin na nilalagnat na ako, ganun na ako kasabaw during check up yet I was still paying attention to the time bc gurl iniwan ko yung work ko and may TAT yun and all. I pat myself on the back for that time management manuever.
It’s nice to be alive. Hindi ko na uulitin yung dire-diretso mag work and etc shutangina ko. So much for experimentation 💀
It’s nice to be diligent pero wag tayo maging masyadong masipag, self. I’m sorry, but I have a thing for good to perfect attendance and just general decent track record 😔😭 I am that kind of person 🥲
Coworkers were fussing kasi baka di raw ako pumasok ngayon bc I was sick yesterday. Excuse me, magsasabi naman ako kung di ako papasok ah. I feel a bit insulted na baka mag no show ako na walang abiso. Trust me, if that happens just assume the worst. Hmph
I feel better today. Sabi ko nga maybe I can even run kaso eh I ended up having chills 🫠 lol. I’m really itching to do something productive but I am reminded that I should take it easy. Bored na ako.
I was out for 3 mins tapos bumuhos yung ulan, basa na agad yung buong katawan ko kahit may payong. Hindi ko na makita yung kabilang kanto. I felt like I was inside a car tapos zero visibility. That was pretty dangerous, definitely do not drive in this kind of weather.