nathanfieldertulpa [she/her, it/its]
“get the fuck off of 4chan, it’s giving you brain damage and making you unlikable”
“read these articles and books by trans people. you might see yourself in them”
“read more feminist/queer/anti-racist literature so that you can stop being a shithead to the people around you”
i was already on the path towards leftism in high school i dont really think that i needed an extra push towards communism. but i was an edgy, stupidpol-esque asshole and i wish i wasnt. also my life would be a lot easier rn if i’d realized i was trans in high school instead of in my mid 20’s
hrt has officially taken 1.5 inches out of my height
kinda sad vibes, rambling
i finally decided to brave the medical system to get help with my long covid. im a year into HRT and i’ve spent 7 months of it with this condition and the fatigue/hives/brain fog have kind of traumatized me and i feel like i lost what i was building inside of myself before i got sick. but my new pcp put me on wellbutrin and its actually really helped so far?? i was pissed when that was her first suggestion but like im still fatigued but my mental health’s a lot better now and my brain fog has lessened. i feel like im starting to rly reconnect with myself again and it’s rly nice. i was so scared that i’d somehow lost my womanhood, as dumb as that sounds
