quicksand
Holy shit, I hope you can find the help you need. Hang in there and keep advocating for yourself. I know from personal experience that navigating healthcare and government benefits is a living nightmare. Keep on going, even if it feels hopeless. Things will fall into place for you, I’m so sorry you’re going through this but things will get better.
I know this will be an unpopular opinion, butI don’t get all the hate for paying a subscription for additional features. This has been a standard in manufacturing for a very long time. New features require investment in R&D, so it makes sense to me that you would pay extra to use them, even if the vehicle is already capable of utilizing them. The investment in creating new features needs to be offset somehow.
RIP Magnus. I hope soon our country is less hostile to cyclists