Here we go again, I am the ultimate enemy with my massive defense budget and also completely powerless.
You’ll never guess where i found the following description of your style of arguement:
The enemy is both weak and strong. “[…] the followers must be convinced that they can overwhelm the enemies. Thus, by a continuous shifting of rhetorical focus, the enemies are at the same time too strong and too weak.”
This is a defining factor of a fascist. I don’t blame you for being misled your entire life as it is not your fault, however it is your responsibility.