It’s probably one of those things where he’s gotten to the point that if he stops to consider his actions, it would destroy whatever sense of self-worth he has left. He’s gonna keep going because it’s the only way he can sleep at night.
Gotta keep the gravy train going. What’s he going to do, show his content to potential employers?
His content was a good resume for when he suggested to that he’d be a good fit for Twitter CEO. He said that and was probably dead serious.