Just moved continent, still dying of jet lag. Tired. Burned out by the state of online discourse. Annoyed by fellow comrades online and their constant disparaging of the religious and spiritual beliefs of others. Tired. Just tired.

Poverty is exhausting, and every day that passes takes a higher toll on me. There is a chance in the distance for me to leave this hole and I cannot wait for it to finally arrive. But in the meanwhile, this is my life.

im sorry to hear people are making threats to your life, and I wish for you and your family’s safety. Your posts bring me joy, and its always weird to me how much more hostile other places on the internet can be. Glad we have our niche space to be able to talk more freely.

With that said, I’m enjoying life right now almost everything in my personal life is moving in a positive direction. (Aside from dating, and anxiety from the general state of the world💀💀🤣)

I haven’t been active lately and have missed your fitness threads, but I’m working hard and can now bench and squat more then i weigh. Aswell as really focusing on cardio, i wake up early and get half an hour of jump roping in(since it’s to dangerous to run with the traffic here) before i get my day started.

Also started drawing again in an attempt to work my way back up to being able to finish this picture which is just some weird self destructive teddy bear, that i spent many 10s of hours on for a person who doesnt even want to talk to me anymore. It’d still be nice to finish though.

How are you doing?

I’m doing good, comrade, thanks for asking