Feel free to let it all out!
I made the mistake of visiting the transfem fashion subreddit, and saw page after page super cute girls in pretty dresses, with flat tummies, and perfect makeup, and no awful body hair like mine. So Iโm kinda struggling today.
AAAAAAAAAAH
Damn mirror is faulty, still shows a beard every morning. Gotta put a complaint in, this is not the replacement I ordered.
That being said though, Iโm feeling pretty good. I came out to most of my family and close friends, and so far theyโve all been supportive, which is the absolute best thing Iโve ever ended a year on.
Nonetheless, this next year is pretty daunting already, with all I want to do with it. But thatโs a problem for tomorrow :D
Have you picked a new name yet, or howโs that going, or is it gonna be miss Brainfart? ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐
Hey Brainfart, so why donโt you get your facial hair lasered?
I couldnโt stand mine either. Like one of those things you have to do twice a day and just pretend you donโt exist and force yourself through it.
Itโs the new year here and I was celebrating it with my friends so it was a good night. ๐
I was hosptitalized for severe suicidal thoughts late December due to my ex partner making me relive some childhood trauma. Now they rejected me again for new years celebration. At least with the year starting at its absolut worst, it can only get better right?
Itโs one of those things where itโs good to really face it and to make a clear decision because it makes life easier if you know. Itโs said that the decision to live or die is the most fundamental philosophical question.
And ya itโs definitely gonna get better! Itโs just a temporary thing and it doesnโt define you.
Yeah, I working things out, my perspective on whats to come is pretty amazing compared to what shitshow Iโm currently in, coming out to myself really helped and gave me my will to live back. Itโs been really rough but I really think that I hit rock bottom already and Iโm alredy getting out of my pit.
Reassurance is very helpful, thank you
Perhaps twenty years from now youโll be in a garden drinking wine with someone you love, talking about what happened today.
Well I just got some new nail polish and painted my nails with trans pride colors and that was fun. I also tried some ghost pepper hot sauce today and that was less fun.