ashinadash [she/her]
Decaying corpse animated by gay thoughts and too many painkillers
Highly obnoxious, very autistic, weirdly asexual, rabidly gender accelerationist, ask me about my weird interests
I talk way, way too fucking much.
The thing I love (despise) about Youtube the most is how you can watch one video talking about a random game, and suddenly your Recommended is flooded with ridiculous clickbait outrage shit like this.
Relatedly I had watched the Thought Slime video on cops recently, and Youtube tried feeding me 500 variations on “ENTITLED LIBERAL KAREN GETS ARRESTED AND OWNED BY VALIANT POLICE MAN???” type shit. Why is it like this?
Idk nine years later I find I’m now really tired of just crying, all the time, at everything. Sometimes it is useful as a pressure release, sometimes I am just freaking out and making a mess of my whole self. How to be functional instead of crying under any emotional strain at all?