bootyberrypancakes
Hi my name is Evelyn! I also go by Ev, Eve, or Eevee π
she/her/they βοΈ transfem π³οΈββ§οΈ pan-demisexual π³οΈβπ
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I was always so proud of my smallish hands/wrists and would always compare them with girl friends and be like βLOOK OUR HANDS ARE ALMOST THE SAME SIZE! π₯°β
Or the time my ex was walking around topless while I was programming and asked how I wasnβt turned on and I grabbed my tits and said I have them too whatβs the big deal lmao.
I donβt think my personality changed that much, more of I finally started to let others see the βrealβ me, instead of purposefully constantly doing/saying the opposite of what I actually thought or felt because I felt it hid my feminine personality more. I guess to other people I might seem like a different person. I totally got the βsheβs out and sheβs never going backβ vibe though.
Good luck with your family. Iβve recently had to cut off all contact with my brother after thinking he was supportive but awkward since I came out to my family 2 years ago
Not really familiar with Synology, but you could build and run it as a docker container. https://learn.microsoft.com/en-us/dotnet/core/docker/build-container
I havenβt personally tried it, but Iβve seen this tool mentioned before: Lemmy Account Settings Instance Migrator
I totally also had these thoughts as an egg. One of the guys I knew that was friends of my brother had testicular cancer and was really messed up about the possibility of having them removed in his 20sβ¦ and I was jealous and wished that could happen to me? I didnβt tell anyone because I thought it wasnβt right to feel that way. Took awhile but it all makes sense now lmao π³οΈββ§οΈ