I just heard that if you say “I feel x, but y” you’re more likely to believe the former thing. Thus maybe instead of saying “I want to hurt myself but have to not,” you could say “I’m not going to do harmful things, but I do have urges.” Maybe I’m being insensitive, maybe it’s worth a shot.

Not a gamer but HealthyGamerGG is kinda fire. Reminding me why I touched grass for a whole month last December. I was balling then, making lots of personal progress. I’m a little mad, perceiving things as signs from the universe, but I’ve seen few messages so clear as “log off, nerd!”

I don’t trust my adhd brain with this treat device, and I’ve had various self-improvement-y cycles, but I hope this time will have an impact like that major one did.

Try to avoid getting addicted to self improvement again maybe lol.