Wendy_Pleakley [he/him, they/them]
Social media is icky. Just scrolling makes me jealous, wishing I were being tagged in stuff, “on the inside” of whatever is happening.
I bought some thrift store capris that feel very comfy and am excited to wear them
How do you even know what to ask when you look at an apartment
My mom came with me on one tour and asked a bunch of questions, my dad came with on another and asked like nothing
If left alone I’d literally ask nothing, because nothing seems obvious to me
My brother is in town and we’re gonna hang out 😄
Might get into esoteric knowledge. Mostly because it seems like a cool thing to say, “yeah I’m really into esoteric knowledge”. Is this advisable
Being back in school is mindbending.
Nobody is close to my age. I have mutual people with my classmates, but they’re all 5-10 years younger than me. They all have history with each other, and my only real connection is through people who they see as “the old guys”, so like, I’m the “old guy” to the “old guys”.
Everyone reads music off tablets. In 2019 we made fun of the people who were reading off tablets…? Now I’m out of touch because I don’t have an iPad.
I feel a massive cultural barrier. I feel like Captain America being thawed out of the iceberg. Time forgot me. Everyone was happy to call me dead. Put me back in the fucking ice.
I had thoughts again sorry sorry sorry
If it’s possible to be burnt out from thinking about your problems and attempting to solve everything yourself, I am rapidly reaching that point.
And I still don’t know who to talk to or what to say. I feel shame for not knowing what exactly to ask. It’s like there’s The Perfect Question and I’m a kite in the wind until I find it. I just want to change. Everyone sees this big hairy guy, I wish they saw me.
“you must kill the old you”
Babe I am trying
*The weak breeze whispers nothing The water screams sublime His feet shift, teeter-totter Deep breath, stand back, it’s time *