material_delinquent [they/them]
I am sorry, but this is far too pedestrian for my tastes. I can only enjoy YTPs based on Link: The faces of evil and Skibidi toilet
Organization and community are not goals in themselves. We gotta ask who organizes in which way for what excat purpose imo (You basically did that, this is not meant to diss you, just general thoughts). Turns out the grass we touch can also be astroturf or full of pesticide
I specifically want to apologize for being mean/careless to some people here. I couldn’t get bad vibes from irl out of my head the last few days. That’s no excuse, but understand that I am sorry @allthetimesivedied@hexbear.net for the response in your thread.
About 30 days without video games. Biggest personal advancements: I have won a very small rhetorics/debate contest (less than 8 contestants, 30 viewers. I argued for a good talking point) and did guided tours about architecture and history professionally. I finally could afford a new top. Now that the weather is getting better, I hope to get into biking and then working out for general strength. My time schedule is significantly unfucked. I am thinking about setting aside one day/week for enjoyment only.
Emotionally still pretty rough, everybody else around me is doing awful. I feel like I am leeching everybody’s luck sometimes. I am not superstitious, but I think this expresses my anxieties about sharing my small successes while other people face a lot of shit.
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