music

Not even for science?

How does it taste?

How does it taste?

I can relate 100% to what you’ve said, except that I used to also be mostly non communicative as a child.

I have a lot of self esteem issues, which is also most likely why I don’t share much with others, unless they are talking about very specific genres of music that I like. Most of the time though my brain is so foggy feeling, and in a jumble that I find it hard to form coherent sentences. The anxiety doesn’t help with that. Growing up I’d also hide among creative extroverts, but now I have 2 people I can call friends, I ditched the rest of them when I realised how toxic they were.

I’ve met other autistic people, but never spent enough time with them to become friends. If you ever want to talk then feel free to message me.

Yeah No Catch is brilliant, I wish they delivered to me, not a big fan of all the crowds around there.

It doesn’t look like mold, maybe top left but it’s blurry so impossible to tell. Looks like old paint and general dust/grime.

Mold would also grow under picture frames. Frames would prevent dust getting underneath.

I recommend not using amazon for merch, the band won’t see a penny of it. Instead if you don’t want to pay the inflated prices at the venue, use the bands webstore or bandcamp.

Agreed Linux > Windows.

You’re at a barbeque and/or party, you look to your left there’s 1 or 2 people that you have spoken to before, but still you feel uncomfortable. You look to your right, you don’t spot anyone you know, so you gravitate towards the left. After half an hour you muster up the courage to introduce yourself for the second time in a year, and someone laughs because you’re being overly formal and they remember you from last time. Instantly you feel embarrassed for yourself and them, noone told you how you’re supposed to react in these scenarios and you pulled the wrong chance card out of existence. You go home later and for weeks afterwards you emotionally connect to that point in time. Everytime you think back you play that moment back where someone laughed. You worry the next time you’re invited to something social, you will react the same or worse.

How is this not debilitating? I’m fucking sick of neurotypical people telling us how we should react. You are the bullies and eventually we will prevail. You are a footnote in existence, we are the unique and interesting people that will destroy your shit lives. Fuck. Off.

Chopsticks you mean? I have used them when I was in Thailand and Japan yes.